| year of publication | ISBN | author(s) | title |
|---|
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25551-3 | Nikki Minty | A Stranger's Eyes (Multiple Reflection Series) (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25552-0 | Lauren Shiro | Loving Her, Volume 2 (Loving Her: the series) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25553-7 | Stephen Penner | Substantial Risk: David Brunelle Legal Thriller #5 |
| '' | 978-0-692-25555-1 | Jo Anne Meekins | How To Uncover, Heal & Release Painful Life Experiences: Living a Vocal, Valued and Victorious Life (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25560-5 | Brandon Sindos | Welfare Mother Goose |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25562-9 | Courtney Cole | Until We Fly (The Beautifully Broken) (Volume 4) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25565-0 | Jeff Carroll | It Happened on Negro Mountain |
| '' | 978-0-692-25567-4 | William J Abraham | Dialogues: Amongst the People Called United Methodists |
| '' | 978-0-692-25571-1 | Valerie O'Brien | Numb |
| '' | 978-0-692-25572-8 | Trent T. Smith | Futureano Americass |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25573-5 | Susan Wright | Good Girl |
| '' | 978-0-692-25576-6 | Laura R Langhoff | Old Testament Reading Plan & Workbook: Level I Middle School (Student Bible Reading Plans) (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25577-3 | Joseph Barone | Harold the Imp |
| '' | 978-0-692-25579-7 | James Ward Kirk · Greg McWhorter · Michelle Augello-Page · Alex S. Johnson · Justin Hunter · Rie Sheridan Rose · Lemmy Rushmore · Roger Cowin | Niall Parkinson No Sight for the Saved |
| '' | 978-0-692-25581-0 | Amy Morgan | My Health Design |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25582-7 | Lyn Brittan | Lana's Comet (Outer Settlement Agency) (Volume 3) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25583-4 | C.J. Hayden | The One-Person Marketing Plan Workbook |
| '' | 978-0-692-25584-1 | Sonya Justice | 101 Reasons to Love Nurses |
| '' | 978-0-692-25585-8 | Wendy Duke | Grace in the Middle |
| '' | 978-0-692-25589-6 | Patrick Frank | Things That Matter: A Memoir in Prose-Poetry |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25592-6 | Nicole Vinson Bingaman | Falling Away From You: One Family's Journey Through Traumatic Brain Injury |
| '' | 978-0-692-25594-0 | Rick Williams | Blood Children: The Bodies Of Dead Bankers (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25595-7 | Indigo Ocean Dutton | Micro Habits for Major Happiness: Everything you need to build true success, one easy step at a time |
| '' | 978-0-692-25596-4 | Scott David Finch | Form and Deed |
| '' | 978-0-692-25597-1 | Fleury Mills Sommers | How Silly Sally, the Angel Dog, Went to Heaven |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25598-8 | Dr. D. K. Olukoya | Why Problems Come Back |
| '' | 978-0-692-25599-5 | Coach Lee · Vicious Production | Taylor's Perfect Birthday! |
| '' | 978-0-692-25600-8 | Michael Shank | Muscle and a Shovel Spanish Version (Musculo y Pala) (Spanish Edition) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25601-5 | Kendal H. Tyre Jr. | Franchising in Taiwan 2014: Legal and Business Considerations |
| '' | 978-0-692-25603-9 | Nir Eyal | Enganchado (Hooked): Como Construir Productos y Servicios Exitosos Que Formen Habitos (Spanish Edition) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25604-6 | Necole Ryse | The Legacy (The Birthright Trilogy) (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25605-3 | Kevin E Bowser | Moving From Vision To Action: A practical guide for local churches to take the all-important step of translating what they believe into actionable, definable, and measurable steps |
| '' | 978-0-692-25607-7 | J. A. Campbell | Senior Year Bites (The Clanless) (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25608-4 | Sean Hayden | Your Soul to Take (Rise of the Fallen) (Volume 2) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25609-1 | Diana Loera | I-601A Our Journey to Ciudad Juarez: Our Experience Regarding the Interview Process for the I-601A Waiver in Ciudad Juarez, Mexico |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25610-7 | D. Thomas | Own Your Knowledge |
| '' | 978-0-692-25611-4 | Linda Wiges | Happy Dreams |
| '' | 978-0-692-25612-1 | Franks a. Markeyus | Anatomy of a Player: Relationship Book for Men and Women |
| '' | 978-0-692-25613-8 | Amina R. Maybank | Single, Saved, and Seeking Him: Encouragement for the Single Christian |
| '' | 978-0-692-25614-5 | Devon Henry | Kaijin |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25615-2 | Kendal H. Tyre Jr. | Franchising in Hong Kong 2014: Legal and Business Considerations |
| '' | 978-0-692-25616-9 | Rebecca Livermore | Blogger's Quick Guide to Writing Rituals and Routines (Blogger's Quick Guides) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25617-6 | Aaron H. Goldberg | Disney Declassified: Tales of Real Life Disney Scandals, Sex, Accidents and Deaths |
| '' | 978-0-692-25618-3 | Lacy Sereduk | Discernment II: Touched (Volume 2) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25619-0 | Douglas Rappaport | Victim of Circumstance |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25620-6 | Charles Eagen Lord | Hannah and the Gods of Olympus (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25621-3 | John Russo | The Booby Hatch |
| '' | 978-0-692-25624-4 | E. Clinton Bamberger · Jr. · Esquire · Honorable Alex Kozinski · George W. Liebmann · John Martin Jones · Lindsey Duvall · Honorable Joseph H. H. Kaplan | Brady v. Maryland: A Fiftieth Anniversary Commemoration |
| '' | 978-0-692-25626-8 | CeCe Carroll | Tastes Like Winter |
| '' | 978-0-692-25628-2 | Len Harris | Brigadoon Creek |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25630-5 | Oliver Gaspirtz | Police Humor! (Cartoons by Gaspirtz) (Volume 3) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25632-9 | John G. Lambert | Race - Canard Air Racing - Color Edition: A History of Racing Burt Rutan Inspired Designs, 1983-2005 |
| '' | 978-0-692-25634-3 | Michele Jacobson | GMOs: WHAT'S HIDDEN IN OUR FOOD (Part One) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25635-0 | Brian Hendrickson | Of Small Children / And Other Poor Swimmers |
| '' | 978-0-692-25637-4 | Kathleen Eaton | From Clotheslines to Canopies: A History of Outdoor Art Fairs in America |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25638-1 | A.J. Christoph | The Book of Powers: Practices for Unleashing Your Full Potential |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25639-8 | PhD, Brian W Wu | The Storybook Illustrated Guide to Type 1 Diabetes: Estelle's Winning Spirit (SiGuides) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25640-4 | Joseph Raffetto | Inside Orwell and Other Stories |
| '' | 978-0-692-25641-1 | Casey Conrad · Howard VanEs | The Business of Yoga: A Step-by-Step Guide for Marketing and Maximizing Profits for Yoga Studios and Instructors |
| '' | 978-0-692-25644-2 | Patrice Buresh | "Spotted Dog Christmas" |
| '' | 978-0-692-25648-0 | Wendy Nystrom | Amongst the Clouds (James and Syvok Adventure) (Volume 4) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25649-7 | Lyn Brittan | Quinn's Quasar (Outer Settlement Agency) (Volume 2) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25650-3 | Glenda Long Eggerling | The Comer |
| '' | 978-0-692-25651-0 | James Messina | Penny and the #2 Pencil |
| '' | 978-0-692-25653-4 | Jim Yonker | Southern Passage |
| '' | 978-0-692-25654-1 | Mary Jo Graham | When He Sends Redbirds: Walking Through Emotions As a Caregiver |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25655-8 | Christopher L Bennett | Monday Morning Marketing: 52 Weekly Tips That Will Increase Your Leads & Convert More Customers |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25656-5 | Dabir | The Eternal Evolution of Man |
| '' | 978-0-692-25658-9 | Sharlie Zinniger | Yes, I'm Adopted! |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25659-6 | Tommy R Twitty | P.M.S. FACTOR (Power, Money & Sex) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25660-2 | Joe Abbin | Ford & Mercury Flathead V-8 Identification & Rebuilder's Guide |
| 2019 | 978-0-692-25666-4 | Danielle Nelson | In Love There's War |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25667-1 | Brandy Hudelson | The Art of Beatboxing |
| '' | 978-0-692-25668-8 | John D. Almeida | Evolution of the Republic: America's Role in the Emancipation of Human Consciousness |
| '' | 978-0-692-25669-5 | J.B. Millhollin | Everything He Touched (Brakus) (Volume 2) |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25671-8 | Anthony E Walton | Under the Shadow II The Full Story: THE STORY BEHIND THE STORY OF THE 12-YEAR PRISON SENTENCE THAT DRASTICALLY TRANSFORMED A LIFE |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25674-9 | Jan Shepard Moon | The Fall of the Year |
| '' | 978-0-692-25676-3 | Scott Coren | Matthew 13:44 |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25677-0 | Monique Fleurimond · Nadia M Atkinson | Lost in the Pews |
| '' | 978-0-692-25678-7 | Man for All Reasons: Letters of a Visionary |
| '' | 978-0-692-25679-4 | Nate D Burleigh | The First |
| '' | 978-0-692-25680-0 | Josh Hilden | Summer Camp of the Dead Season 2: The Complete Second Season (Volume 2) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25681-7 | Richard W. Coan | Lost in Another World |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25682-4 | Holly Bush | Red, White & Screwed |
| '' | 978-0-692-25684-8 | Robert L Grant | What Many Men Desire |
| '' | 978-0-692-25685-5 | Sherri Sechrist | Twelfth Year: First in the Series: And Also Some Women (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25687-9 | Kristin Kucia | I Am My Son's First Sightword: growing a child with autism |
| '' | 978-0-692-25689-3 | Mick Bennett | Missing You in Belmar, NJ |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25690-9 | Susan Pepper Robbins | Nothing but the Weather |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25692-3 | Nicole Jon Sievers · Norene LCSW Gonsiewski | It's Your Mind: Own It! |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25693-0 | James McQueen | In My Feelings |
| '' | 978-0-692-25694-7 | Robin Barnes | Three Days For The Rest Of My Life |
| '' | 978-0-692-25695-4 | Joshua Rothe | Stitched Crosses: Crusade |
| '' | 978-0-692-25696-1 | La'Quana Jones | Stolen Virginity |
| '' | 978-0-692-25697-8 | Brien O'Raighne | Royal Pains (The Starshot Chronicles) (Volume 1) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25698-5 | Rock Waterman | What To Expect When You're Excommunicated: The Believing Mormon's Guide to the Coming Purge |
| '' | 978-0-692-25699-2 | Edwin De Paula | Del Cero al Infinito: La Matematica del Exito (Spanish Edition) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25702-9 | Autumn Kalquist | Defect: Part One: (A Legacy Code Prequel Series) (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25704-3 | Steve Alpert | Worth Fighting For: The Path of a Patriot |
| '' | 978-0-692-25707-4 | Autumn Piper | Lone Star Trouble |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25708-1 | Ronald Porcelli | New York City's Oldest Restaurants, Bars and Bakeries: A Book on Living History |
| '' | 978-0-692-25709-8 | Heather Fleener | Mistaken (Ancients of Light) (Volume 4) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25710-4 | Mark M Moore | Localism: a Philosophy of Government |
| 2005 | 978-0-692-25711-1 | Kellee Kendell · Phyllis Marks | Live Cadaver: The True Story Of Kellee Kendell And Scandalous Treachery In The Medical Community |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25715-9 | Craig B. Smith | Extreme Waves |
| '' | 978-0-692-25718-0 | Karen Pickering | Learning To Seek God's Presence |
| '' | 978-0-692-25719-7 | Timothy Burgin | Yoga Class: 8 Essential Yoga Lessons for Beginners |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25720-3 | Richard Lewis | Why Hire Jennifer?: How to Use Branding and Uncommon Sense to Get Your First Job, Last Job, and Every Job in Between |
| '' | 978-0-692-25722-7 | Scott Pace | Cold Calling Mastery: The Professional Advisor's Guide to Selling Everywhere from Wall Street to Main Street |
| '' | 978-0-692-25724-1 | L. Gregory Henley | R U The Nexxt Entrepreneur?: Success is Not Random - Neither is Failure |
| '' | 978-0-692-25725-8 | Christian Warren Freed | Empire of Bones (The Northern Crusade) (Volume 4) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25726-5 | John L. Haughom | Healthcare: A Better Way: The New Era of Opportunity |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25730-2 | Hilda Green Demsky | Hilda Green Demsky: The Flow of the Artist's Life and Work |
| '' | 978-0-692-25731-9 | Brenda M. Spalding | Broken Branches |
| '' | 978-0-692-25732-6 | Jeanette O'neil-O'callaghan | Matrose: The Story of Reinhold Scholz |
| '' | 978-0-692-25734-0 | Antoyne L. Green | Decisions: A Mother's Choice to Save Her Baby |
| '' | 978-0-692-25735-7 | Taylor Dye | The Intermediaries: Beat & Case |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25737-1 | St. Thoma Aquinatis | Commentaria in Epistolas Sancti Pauli Vol. I [Latin Edition]: Ad Romanos - Prima ad Corinthios - Secunda ad Corinthios (Opera Omnia S. Thomae Tomus XI) (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25741-8 | Richard Schultz | Hendersons Those Elegant Machines |
| '' | 978-0-692-25742-5 | R. Glenn Alexander | America's Greatest Suspension Bridges, a Photographic Essay |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25743-2 | Nell Braxton Gibson | Too Proud to Bend: Journey of a Civil Rights Foot Soldier |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25745-6 | Karyn Henley | Throat of the Night (Angelaeon Circle) (Volume 3) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25747-0 | Ryusho Jeffus | The Magic City: Studying the Lotus Sutra (Volume 1) |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25748-7 | Linda Waltersdorf Cobourn | Crazy: A Diary: A story of faith and love (Life is Crazy: Living with Chronic Illness and Mental Disorder) (Volume 1) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25749-4 | Autumn Doughton | This Sky |
| '' | 978-0-692-25753-1 | Goldeen Ogawa | Apsis Fiction Volume 2, Issue 1: Aphelion 2014: The Semi-Annual Anthology of Goldeen Ogawa (Volume 3) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25754-8 | Jan Harwood | An UnConventional Murder: A Raging Granny Mystery |
| '' | 978-0-692-25755-5 | Kimmell J. Proctor | Prince Peter Eats the Sun |
| '' | 978-0-692-25757-9 | Arthur Jay | Fraternity House |
| '' | 978-0-692-25758-6 | Olga Vannucci | Travels in Liguria: A Journal in Pictures Along the Italian Riviera |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25759-3 | Ebony Amaris Hampton | Jayli's Dilemma: Her struggle with self-esteem, bulling, love, loss, peer pressure and how she got through it all |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25760-9 | Yelva S. Burley | Speak Life: Devotions For Our Daughters |
| '' | 978-0-692-25761-6 | Deborah Wagner-Brenneman | Snakes Give Me A FREAK OUT! |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25762-3 | Kristin L. Mitchell | He Wasn't My Daddy: My Road to Restoration and Redemption |
| '' | 978-0-692-25763-0 | franklet | Press |
| '' | 978-0-692-25764-7 | Jerry Koch | Jesus At The Helm |
| '' | 978-0-692-25766-1 | Dr. John (Ellsworth) Hutchison-Hall | Orthodox Saints of the British Isles: Volume III — July - September (Volume 3) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25767-8 | Donovan Parker · Frederick Reid Jr. · Monique Smith · Shwanda Williams | Progression Being Perfected: A Compilation Of Daily Devotionals To Help You Stay Kingdom Minded |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25768-5 | Nicety | Sexual Misconduct |
| '' | 978-0-692-25772-2 | LeeAnn Brook | Points of Inspiration: An Artist's Journey with Painting and Photography |
| '' | 978-0-692-25773-9 | Balaji Prasad | The Emergence of a Collective Mind: Knowledge Management in a 21st Century Enterprise |
| '' | 978-0-692-25774-6 | John Nastos | The Mechanism: Pentatonic Patterns |
| '' | 978-0-692-25775-3 | Molle McGregor | Shadow's Passion: The Shadow Warder Series: Prequel Novella |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25778-4 | Jessica A. Robinson | Holy Deception (Peace In The Storm Publishing Presents) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25779-1 | Mike Miner | The Immortal Game |
| '' | 978-0-692-25780-7 | Thomas William Simpson | The Passage |
| '' | 978-0-692-25781-4 | Lorena Howard-Sheridan | Sideway Glances. Vernacular Mexican Lettering |
| '' | 978-0-692-25782-1 | K DeLaughter | Tidbits of Insight for Creating Optimism: Jolly Doodle Edition |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25783-8 | ICCC | Guide to Vintage Coleman Products |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25784-5 | Letty Vega | Buscando Su Esencia en lo Esencial: del diario vivir (Spanish Edition) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25785-2 | Robert Munster | Living on Intuition: Enriching Life Through Inner Guidance |
| '' | 978-0-692-25787-6 | James Oneil Miner | Power of a Dream |
| '' | 978-0-692-25788-3 | Mona Gustafson Affinito | Figs & Pomegranates & Special Cheeses: A Love Story |
| '' | 978-0-692-25789-0 | Gal S. Borenstein | Activate! Power Up Your Brand to Dominate Your Marketing: Crush Your Competition & Win in the Digital Age |
| '' | 978-0-692-25790-6 | Aaron J Thompson | Lowe's: An Original Marching Band Cadence |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25791-3 | Jason Liu MD/PhD | Mind-Body Medicine & Healthology: Mind-Body-Spirit Science & Practice |
| '' | 978-0-692-25793-7 | From the Provocateurs of Esoterotica | Esoterotica's Second Anthology: Enflame |
| '' | 978-0-692-25795-1 | Fernando Bong Abenir | Eskrima Street Defense: Practical Techniques for Dangerous Situations |
| '' | 978-0-692-25796-8 | Erica Alex | The Final Chapter of Rain (Zodiac) (Volume 1) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25800-2 | Scott A. Morofsky | The Daily Breath: Transform Your Life One Breath at a Time (WELLATIVITY) (Volume 2) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25802-6 | Carolyn Hudman | What Wealthy Women Know: The Unspoken Rules and Everyday Investments of the Upper Class |
| '' | 978-0-692-25803-3 | Ms Prudence The Auset | out came words: a poetic journey down a soulful truth |
| '' | 978-0-692-25806-4 | Troy Hough | No More State Greens |
| '' | 978-0-692-25807-1 | Randall D. Smith | Reading the Map: Lessons in Genesis (Volume III) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25808-8 | Barbara C. Doyle | Engulfed (The North Wing Trilogy) (Volume 1) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25810-1 | Antonia Albany | Golden Grace: Embracing the Richness of Our Later Years |
| '' | 978-0-692-25811-8 | Jennifer Williams | Jams and Jellies: Preserving By The Pint In Minutes: Delicious Fresh Preserves You Can Make In Under 30 Minutes With A Jam and Jelly Maker |
| '' | 978-0-692-25812-5 | Lisa Christine Christiansen | Invitation To Success: Comprehensive Workbook (Volume 3) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25813-2 | Karen O. Cotton | Vedauwoo: Hidden Faces in Mysterious Places |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25814-9 | Joe McKeever | 101 More Cartoons |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25816-3 | Mark Cole | Earth on Fire (The Nine Realms) (Volume 3) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25817-0 | T.C. Zmak | Dark Surf (Volume 1) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25818-7 | Jane Johnson | Treasures of Darkness: A Nine Week Bible Study |
| 2015 | 978-0-692-25819-4 | Dawn M. Lightsy · Fred Williams · Lindsay Clarke · Charles Ervin Bolton Jr. · Chris Krieger · Dexter "Cyril" Mayfield · Rochelle Santiful · Johnny Boyett | A Moment of Clarity: The Journey Continues: Inspiring tales of hope, strength, courage, and wisdom to live life victoriously. |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25820-0 | Michael Beaumont | Duplicitous: How We the People Can Reclaim America |
| '' | 978-0-692-25821-7 | Christopher Straub | Albert the Confused Manatee |
| '' | 978-0-692-25822-4 | A T Olsen | The Unauthorized Bible Cookbook: God's Secret Delights |
| '' | 978-0-692-25823-1 | Beth Costanzo | The Lonely Lobster (The Adventures of Scuba Jack) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25824-8 | Joe Nobody | The Directives (Holding Their Own) (Volume 8) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25825-5 | Dr. D. K. Olukoya | Wasting the Wasters |
| '' | 978-0-692-25826-2 | L. Henry Dowell | Weird One-Acts for Oddball College Actors: A Collection of Unusual One-Act Plays for Quirky Audiences, Actors and Directors |
| '' | 978-0-692-25827-9 | Charles Spurgeon | All of Grace |
| '' | 978-0-692-25828-6 | John Erwin | Into the Snow Audio Book |
| '' | 978-0-692-25829-3 | AnnMarie Martin | The Hollow |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25830-9 | Frankie Robertson | Debts (Vinlanders' Saga) (Volume 3) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25831-6 | Michalle Gould | Resurrection Party: Poems |
| '' | 978-0-692-25832-3 | Jamie Begley | King (The VIP Room) (Volume 3) |
| '' | 978-0-692-25833-0 | Judy Coventry | The Trading Floors: Discover the Power of Trading in the Spirit |
| '' | 978-0-692-25835-4 | David A. Blum DBA | A Venture Capital Handbook:: Best Practice Strategies for Investing in Microalgae Biodiesel |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25837-8 | Jo West | Coincidental Identity |
| '' | 978-0-692-25838-5 | Angie Hallier | The Wiser Divorce: Positive Strategies for Your Next Best Life |
| '' | 978-0-692-25839-2 | Zoe Zorka | Turn Our Eyes Away |
| '' | 978-0-692-25840-8 | Kate Montero · Christian Kahler | The Epic Adventures of Big Binks |
| '' | 978-0-692-25841-5 | James Capuano | Grey Matter: (Nothing Is Ever What It Seems) |
| 2014 | 978-0-692-25843-9 | Jordan Denae Snider | this feels like a suicide mission |